Thursday, February 8, 2018

Week 17: January 22, 2018, I'm Still Learning


Dear Familia, amigos y mundo!
     This past week was hard and fun and stressful and just great! Yeah, I know what youre thinking how in the name of Barrancabermeja can a week be good when it’s hard and stressful? The honest truth is, I don’t know! But that’s the mission for ya! 
    Where to start is the good question? Well, first maybe a Happy Birthday to my Grandma Weaver which is today!! That’s pretty sweet! HAHA hope you have a good one! I love ya! 
     Well the week started off pretty normal teaching and preaching ya know and I think maybe I started to see and feel the pressure of the goals that our zone has set. We set goals that were fine but, I felt the pressure not gonna lie. And I have enjoyed getting to know a lot of people and it has helped my Spanish but sometimes it feels like we are just repeating the same things over and over again and I would love to mix it up a little bit. But, my companion insists on saying almost the same things over and over again to start every discussion. Well, in companionship inventory I told him, “Hey, let's mix it up.” And then that was the thing he told me to improve on... Ok thanks... So, during that day I was kind of struggling and I was frustrated and I was trying to just be patient and I don't know but I kinda just broke down a bit. I was struggling. Well, after being with one of the zone leaders for a day he helped me a lot to see what I'm really doing and to help me with patience and all that jazz. I decided that the only way to get better was to let things role off my back. To just work and to teach to the best of my ability and try to be me. Try to have a bit of fun and look at the day differently. And so that's what I did. I stopped letting the little things get to me such as my companion snapping and meowing at every cat he sees! Yes, he does that! And the week was great! We got a lot of new investigators and I really felt the spirit in the lessons. And, I actually understood these people! So, like I titled this I am still learning. Learning to be patient and humble and how to adjust to the mission life and how to do everything! 

      I don't want this email to sound like, “Oh poor Elder Weaver” cause it’s not! I'm fine. I was trying to remember what happened this week, but it went by so fast! We have found soooooo many great people and I am so grateful for the members! They are really starting to help us more cause we have been pushing for it! We have one investigator named Rubis and by the second visit she had read the parts we designed and wrote a summary and then told us the things she thought and it was amazing. My comp and the member and I were about shocked to the point we couldn't talk for a hot minute! She didn't come to church though because she got really sick... Then, we received some great news that Sharik y Melani who are these two sweet little girls with parents who aren't members or married but their older sister is. The mom really wants them to be baptized now before she was waiting for the permission of the dad who just said, “No, they’re too young.” And yesterday she was like, “yeah I don’t care I want them baptized it’s better for them I will convince their dad…” OK sounds good to me! These girls have said constantly how they believe and want to be baptized and it finally will happen in February! So that’s a miracle! Then little things like in a taxi the diver asks, "Are you Mormons cause I have your book and I really want to learn more......" Or, finally getting into houses and teaching because we have members with us! Sometimes it’s the little things ya know. And I think that’s what I really learned this week. It’s the little things in life on the mission. 

     Yeah, the mission is tough and life is tough but sometimes we need to slow down and just look. Look at the day and really pick out the little things that happened and the tender mercies. I am sure that they are full of things you just don’t know. I had to do that this week and just step back, breath, and look. Look at the lives I have affected, look at what my trials have actually brought me and wow I have a lot. This week I saw miracles! It may not show in numbers of people that came to church but I do know I did something. I did help in some way, shape, or form. It’s the little things. It’s being patient when you really don't want to be. Such as why won’t this dad let his children receive baptism? Then, all of the sudden with patience hey this might happen. It’s about looking beyond yourself and reaching out in any way possible, trying to apply the attributes of Christ every day. The mission is stressful, hard and difficult. And people may say you shouldn’t say that. Well, I say the sooner you accept it the better off you’ll be. I use wrestling an my example. Wrestling was tough, hard, and difficult and the sooner I recognized that the better off I was and then I just set my eyes on the prize. That's how it is here. 
      This may not be the best email in the world and it might be all over the place. Sorry dyslexia... But, I do know that  The Book of Mormon and the Gospel Of Jesus Christ changes lives and it’s changed mine and continues to change me! I love it! I’m so happy! And I am really starting to see the blessings more and more every day! 

     Elder Weaver

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